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12/2/09 11:11am|11:38am
我有点准备要一个人去hawaii了，还没下决心定机票，但心里的念头已经无比葱郁。若成行，12／31抵达，1／12返回。| 我现在是大走淑女路线的。咳。。。

12/2/09 3:14pm
Approach the Final...

12/3/09 2:07pm
I won the bid for a 6-day car rental on Big Island last night which is not allow to cancel, so I am officially able to call it a trip, or let's say an adventure. However, after that I found the flight ticket suddenly increased almost 30 percent... So I had no choise but comprimised the new year eve fireworks on Waikiki beach but arrive Honolulu on the first day of 2010. Even by doing this I have to pay $60 more. But it's not that bad. I mean at least I don't need to be alone among crowds and say happy new year to myself. As what i've said before, 一个人去夏威夷， 我又在大龄女青年这条道路上迈出了坚实而有力的一步。

11/6/09 10:44am
New boots. 挖哈哈。

11/6/09 1:01pm
经一年蹂躏后的旧毛毛鞋。要是下雨下雪就穿它出门。

11/12/09 9:27am
Morning mist.

11/12/09 9:46am
One of my favorite spots on campus-people place. Fun and cheap! I got a medium Mocha Java for only 85 cents this morning.

11/12/09 12:47pm
Still remember where we took the picture?

11/12/09 4:51pm
The view on my way to the fluid class.

11/19/09 10:08am
两天前的清晨。

11/19/09 10:10am
冬。

11/19/09 1:34pm
苦爱色特了！

11/19/09 1:37pm
巨有镜头感。

11/19/09 1:40pm
还有一张。

9/9/09 5:01pm
Go to give the lecture in an hour. - grace

9/10/09 11:39am
所谓＂鸟图＂。bird library. - grace

9/10/09 11:43am
此小伙背了印着我们伟大领袖毛主席头像的小绿包。有品。 - grace

9/10/09 11:51am
吃一餐简直就是幸福生活的最大源泉。 - grace

9/12/09 12:12pm
Fluid dynamics' Saturday. - grace

10/4/09 2:51pm
图书馆reading room黑板上的涂鸦。 - grace

10/6/09 10:41am
Autumn here. - grace

10/9/09 1:43pm
It's a meanless picture.
Today is a rainy day. Leaves are all turning yellow. Bit windy. I have my scarf on. And I miss u very much. - grace

10/9/09 3:30pm
This is today. - grace

10/28/09 9:44am
Shot from 5th fl of Bird Library. It's raining cats&dogs today. - grace

11/6/09 10:40am
The very late first snow. - grace

11/6/09 12:55pm
我们学校的主题色：橘和蓝。
Shot at Schine Student Center. - grace

11/6/09 12:58pm
Inside the dining hall at Schine. - grace

11/7/09 10:22am
Today. Look at those beautiful clear lines. Shot from the 5th fl in Bird Library.
Happy weekend! - grace

9/2/09 12:38pm
Chicken ceasar salad for lunch $6.25 - grace

9/2/09 2:10pm
Do you still remember? - grace

9/3/09 11:33am
Just finished meeting with my advisor... He's satisfied with the lecture slides I prepared for next wed's which I will be covering for him when he's out of town. It's a graduate level class w/ 70 students. I am freaked out alreday... planned to have a big lunch today! - grace

9/3/09 12:41pm
So this is what I called for a big lunch...I should be going to the newly opened Japanese restaurant and having udon instead..but since I may get a free lunch tomorrow from my advisor for "thank you for covering", why pay it on my own? - grace

9/4/09 11:29am
I am waiting at the bus station. It's Friday! Yahoo!! - grace

11:25am
It's such a beautiful day, isn't it?! Wish you also have a good one. - grace

2:55pm
我在食堂喝咖啡。dunkin's medium regular w/ cream&sugar $1.93. - grace

8:06pm
Sunset view from my apartment window. - grace

几天以来的头别筋在昨天下午由迅雷不及掩耳之势转化为右侧身体物理型失能。晚上的时候我还不知好歹地开车去接机。后果是几乎要花两分钟才能够曲线躺下；自己的左手垫在自己的头下，来控制那些小于1°又小于1°的转动；而每隔几分钟便无法逃脱，再用差不多的时间由左至右或由右至左翻一遍；关于坐起来更是艰难，实践经验表明顺势从床上以极慢动作滚下来的痛苦最小。

这个hair dryer声隆隆的夜晚，才切实地感到，真他妈的凄凉。只想一通电话随便拨到哪儿，眼泪水就哗地落下来，直到那头告诉我说达令你会好起来。

读胡兰成的今生今世。重读王小波的青铜时代。
听罗大佑的小妹。李宗盛的生命中的精灵。norah jones‘ Don't Know Why。
没有新意。但满是惊喜。

新家，有一个巨大储衣间，三颗灯泡的淋浴房。两扇窗，双人床。塞完全部家什还有随时可以坐下来的空地。

天天时不时地落场雷雨，再出来太阳，九点差不多是夕阳。二十度不到的凉飕飕的天，美好得叫人没法想念上海。

还剩下二十多天

1. 要再去趟纽约办一页现世的签证

2. 资格考试的教授到现在都还没定好 但总归务必要给它过掉

3. 要搬工程浩大的家

可是想到这个世界对于我 我对于这个世界 还存在着那么多的可能性
就立刻觉得美好无比

我要做一个无所畏惧的少年 而且
梦想满怀